Wednesday, March 3, 2010
This morning my thoughts/mood were a lot more in-lined, way more than they are now. I'm feeling really anxious and irritated as the minutes tick by... and the approaching evening is nothing that I really want to be a part of. I have been trying to not let myself get completely absorbed in the already made plans/events of the Queen of Deception... Bi-polar!! I think I shall limit my access with/in the outside world. Don't know if it'll work or accomplish anything at all, but I'm willing to pursue this for the rest of the day. It's a matter of survival... I could just scream... I'm barely holding on!!