Sticking

Today I felt a little more in control. Went to Staples looking for a laptop battery,  I waited for about 5 mins before I was helped. Ordinarily I probably would have flipped out and been ready to tear the clerks head off, especially when I found out that it would take 2weeks to order. Things are looking up. I am making plans... and for the first time in a long while, I believe those plans will stick!!

Yes.. Slumber

Finally... I've had two incredible nights of sleep, in a row! Wow, I am amazed and feel pretty good, thinking a little more clearer. I owe that "slumber" to my Doctor and the Pharmacy. I am hoping this is not some kind of illusion/delusion... I will be hell of pissed if it turns out to be so.

Increase Of Me

I've decided that I will be adding more of me to my blog. I think that's the way to go, expose a bit more of what makes me who I am. There was/is more to me than this Bi-polar schtick, and I've at times have forgotten just that. I think most "sufferers" experience this tone of thought at some point in their journey/discovery. Hey, I'm no therapist... so don't quote me on... shit!

Today I made myself a promise, that promise is to share what I've been given from Heavenly Father. However, I feel a little trepidation, only because my thoughts/spoken words sometimes are in direct conflict! Well, more than just sometimes... with what I believe is probably my life's purpose! But then again, I am only being me... and that should suffice. After all... I can't keep it buried for the rest of my LIFE!!

Flank Pain Anyone?

While trying to nurse myself back to health, I have lots of thoughts to keep me occupied, not to mention some wonderful, funny emails. Although it extremely hurts to just slightly shift/move/turn over, I have endured some major "flank" pain, because of some hilarious correspondence between me and well wishing FRIENDS!! I would truly be lost in this illness if it weren't for you guys and LAUGHTER.