Thursday, May 20, 2010
Today is not the same as any other day... it's worse and I feel as though I want it all to be over with. I'm sick of the crying spells and the alienation that the "Bitch" likes to hand out freely. I will be seeing my therapist in a couple of hours and I'm not quite sure what the hell is gonna come tumbling out this gob of mine. No doubt there'll be plenty of truths... but what about the dreaded question I will be asked? "Are you feeling like you want to harm yourself or others?" Well........... Look at these swollen red-ass eyes of mine.... and tell me WHAT you THINK I feel like doing to myself and others!