Feeling really depressed and the effects of insomnia. I've been thinking of the home I lost and how much it meant to my son. I always have a difficult time dealing when it comes to my son's unhappiness, to the point of actually being unable to cope... almost! I am guilt ridden, and I have to make amends, I've got to get him another home. And for the sake of my own "sanity", that home will have to materialize fairly... quickly!