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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Storms In All Forms

There's a really earth shattering storm here and I am obsessing about this tree in my backyard. It's really tall and sorta falling INTO itself. I'm constantly checking it, freaking because I'm sure it's gonna collapse. And at this stage in the game it would be disastrous for me. Anyhow, tomorrow I have to try and make my way downtown to file some paperwork, I hate traveling in this weather. I also think that I will be trying to find a new home/place for one of my cats... Oree/Budgee (1 N the same), I can't handle the behavior she has been dishing out AND cope with my own dysfunctions at the same time. I am learning that, just because I have/want to give something up Does Not  mean that I am "Giving Up"!! It'll be sad, but Rayzen (cat) will be ecstatic, together they're like thunder and lighting under this roof. Never a dull moment, always refereeing their bullying, controlling antics. Now, I must go monitor the damn tree!!!

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  1. Cats can be quote territorial, that you and I know! I took in a visitor to my porch the last heavy snow we had, because it was the right thing to get her out of the cold and into my warm house . . .
    It has been three weeks now, and my little kitty friend who has had the house to herself and her dog pal for 2 years, has become a little more settled with the 'intruder', but I see her now and then stalking the other kitty, ready to pounce, but never actually does.
    Most of the time she hangs by me and our large dog.
    Anyway, I'm in the same boat as you - needing a home for the new kitty, as there has definately been a cramp put in the life-style of the kitty who moved in with us first (she no longer runs up and down stairs, into the kitchen; she is leery of the other kitty. She's having litter box issues, too).

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  2. Nancy,

    You're right, Rayzen has been in the family 12yrs(I think), Oree/Budgee has been institutionalized with us for just a year now. It's just become really difficult, her litter box behavior is insane now. I have retrained her at least 6 times now, they have separate boxes, food/water bowls. Yet, they both are nuts with this territorial business. Oree also has health issues, and I don't feel I can care for her right now. I'd rather see her with someone else in a better situation. Thanks Nancy, glad to know I'm not alone.

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  3. You don't know me, and then again, you do. While I sit here attempting to whipe the dumb off my face, I just want to say that now I have a brutal, and yet elegantly wonderful idea of who you are....peace, Methinks (proud BNN blogger)

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  4. Methinks,
    Now you will have me pondering all night long, 'cause I don't quite understand your post, but... I thank you for it, see u at the News spot.

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  5. I only meant that it's nice to know alittle bit about the folks you blog with... by "brutal" I meant "honest"...I hope that helps. I accidently stumbled across your blog while responding to a comment you posted on BNN...It was a nice surprize...thats all I meant. You write beautifully.

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  6. Thank you for the clarification, I was thinking of chasing you down at BNN. I'm glad you clicked here and found my ramblings. Please feel free to come here anytime. I am just being me, worts and all... sprinkled with a little humor from time to time.

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  7. Is it just me or are you finding yourself getting consumed by the Haleigh cimmings case? I have been losing sleep over it, and I have found myself becoming mean-spirited toward all of them. I am never mean. I don't talk shit about people, and I always extend the benefit of a doubt. Do you feel this way too? I just don't know what to think. I hope it was okay for me to post my thoughts about this here...if not, please let me know as I see you as one of the posters at BNN that feels alot like me (I think) and you seem to be willing to give kindness when others want to give blame. For that you have gained much respect from me, and I find myself looking forward to your posts each day.

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  8. You're very welcomed to post a comment here. I was actually thinking of making a page for thoughts, in general. Yes, it is consuming, and I have my moments of feeling rage towards the players in the case. We are human and we FEEL!

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  9. Yes you should make a page just for randon if not idle chatter...sounds like a good plan. I would come here to visit you.

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  10. Will do as soon as I figure it out. You can give me some sort of project like putting furniture together and I can do it by just looking at the diagram or the picture on the box. But, when it's technical stuff like the computer, my mind just takes a hike.

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