Lock-up The Remains

Was hoping that the remaining  hours would somehow/way change the course of my thoughts/feelings. That hope has been banished to the the closet with the rest of the words that are meant to inspire/evoke positive outcomes/progress. At least for today/tonight, I will have no choice but to lock that door! Why? Because a headache has appeared... and the more I try to concentrate on the "positive", the sadder/depressed/angrier and unsure of life I become!!