Still awake... and am very tired. Have been searching high and low for my cellphone. I wish I could sleep like "normal" people. I don't want to go back on Ambien, it loses it effect on me after a week. I just want what I once had back, and I want it back...NOW!! Since I'm not seeing that as something that will be magically delivered, I'll have to be content... and finish watching Demetrius and the Gladiators!!