15th Melt-Down

The Appt went just as I thought it would, although I did hope otherwise. I left her at 5 am to get to my Mothers and pick up my son Dee. His appt was at 11, but with the S.F traffic you just never know. But we got lost as usual, for about 1 1/2 hrs... finally made it there 2 hrs early. Anyway I just will skip over the stuff that doesn't count. Dee had an EKG, Dr reviewed it... and then he had an Echo.. during that test I left the room several times, because there is this flap in his Heart and it just breaks my spirit when I see/hear it. So needless to say I did the boo-hoo thing. I was feeling as though nothing was going right, cause I couldn't even Tweet the updates as I planned.. Thank God for TB.. she text, she tweeted for me, she sent words of encouragement from my TweetStars.... I adore you all~~

I know this entry is all jumbled and I apologize for that, but I will be writing about all this in depth when the time comes. Just know this.. He is 18yrs old and has lots of plastic in him that does NOT grow, it's clogged.
Nov 5th will be MRI of the Heart.... also will get fitted for the box that monitors heart just in case other things need to be fixed. Then 2weeks later we see the specialist again... and we plan the surgery. We are looking at 3-4 mos for it to take place...4 mos is pushing it tho. They want give me time to do what ever, like tie up loose ends and such. Hospital stay 10-14 days and home recuperating 4-6 weeks. I never leave my boy alone in the hospital, I will be there with him the entire time. I am exhausted just writing this bit!