Nuts/Rocks

Have been busy trying to accomplish the stuff that need to be done. I am still on that merry-go-round from the 15th. Yes, surgery is necessary.... and it's been done several times! However, that still does not make it any easier. Why? 'Cause its gonna be performed on my 18yr old baby... and I found out yesterday that it will NOT be performed by the one man that we owe an enormous debt of gratitude to! I am like a mixture of nuts and rocks... make any sense?