I was going to start telling how these unforgiving lodgers took up residence. Or at least speak on when they became so disgruntle, I had no choice but to seek medical help. All that will have to wait a little while longer, just don't wanna deal with it now. Although, it is important to get to the root, I'm more concerned with my feelings that perhaps it will never go away or even go on a much needed holiday. The pressure of trying to Manage and Regulate my Thoughts, Feelings, Impulses, Suspiciousness, and Anger, is NOT only a heavy assignment, it's a full time job... I should be getting paid for this... shit !!!