Sole Testing

Some of this is coming from a remark my Doc made last week. She asked if I'd ever considered selling my lovely shoe collection. Yes, I have thought about doing just that... but, I can be a "coward of sorts", when it comes down to my "likes/wants/needs! It's weird, because my heart starts picking up speed at the mere suggestion! However, it's not like I feel that I will wither and die if they suddenly disappeared!  Well, I have decided to compromise and NOT order any shoes for as long as I have the willpower to hold out! I was gonna say for an entire month, but I think I will take it one day at a time. And I know this will be a tempestuous tidbit, but I am allowing myself the option to continue "surf shopping"... my equivalent to window shopping! Since I have made this declaration, I am more anxious than ever... waiting for that last order to be delivered.

Tuesday's Truths

It's 12:30pm and I am exhausted/anxious. I slept about 5hrs last night and my day started at 5am. Right now I could curl  up into a ball and drift off... atleast I feel as though I can... actually falling asleep is never as simple as that... for me! One good piece of news, my designer shoes were delivered today and I am very happy with them. I've long had a shoe addiction... socks, Coca-Cola, purses, books are on that list, also!

Still very much irritated, tried to limit my access to the "world", and I didn't quite succeed... but, will keep trying. There are way too many days of me wanting to shut-down, create my own little world and think of nothing!!